CROSSROADS AND QUESTIONS

Hi  guys it has been a while, exactly a month. Well I've not been slacking off on purpose, just that life, exams and a whole lot has been going on. This past weeks has just been a whirlwind, messed up sleep patterns, I basically looked like a homeless person but it was all worth it (I hope). But the most important reason i couldn't write all the while was the fact that I couldn't feel, I was basically numb amidst all the stress but now exams are over and i'm free, too free in fact. The sad thing however is that the long hiatus has made me rusty so bear with me, It's basically a conversation between me and myself if that makes any sense, It came to me while I was in a bus.

A lot of times I see my self slipping into dreams and fantasies

of amazing places and living lifestyles I've only seen in movies

I force myself to snap out it 

because of course they might never come true

but again what's the harm in imagining a life you'll never live

they never do come through

but wait what if they do

what if they don't?

but not to me

what if i'm meant to live this life

what if they are just dreams and nothing more

lots of what ifs

should I go beyond, should I try?

do I have anything to lose? 

what if people laugh?

what ifs again

Proceed child

your dream is valid 

baby, you are much more 

you can prove them wrong

just push the lines

delete fear

try child, try 

never stop 

you'll be it

it's just a step away

go see for yourself 

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